This
was a deeply poignant read, where the poignancy creeps up on you and drags you
under water and makes you lose your breath. That is the power of Baldwin’s
writing.
Part
One is made up of the ending scene of the story and a series of flashbacks of
the narrator David’s recent and more distant past. That ending scene involves
the impending dark fate of his lover Giovanni and it gives a distinct fatalistic
and remorseful air. In the recent-past flashback, it is mechanically revealed
that David has a plan to marry his girlfriend Hella, who is away in Spain
thinking over their relationship. This is followed by flashbacks to his motherless
childhood, his relationship with his conventional father, and a sexual fling
with a boy in his school days.
Part
Two tells of how he meets in a Parisian bar a handsome and poverty-stricken
Italian migrant Giovanni who works there, with whom he falls in love but tries
to resist with all his might. Two shady characters, Jacques and Guillaume
(Giovanni’s boss), also appear on the scene. During the stint spent in
Giovanni’s dingy rented room, David learns of his wretched experiences with
Guillaume, but feels a need to keep aloof. Giovanni finds out about Hella and
taunts David about his relationship with her. Giovanni then gets blamed for a
theft and sacked from the bar. Encroaching helplessness, guilt and fear compel
David to decide to give up the relationship. I really felt at that
moment that Judas and the Savior had met in me. Out of desperate need,
Giovanni goes to Guillaume and implores him to give back his job. Then
something vile happens.
Overall,
what deeply moved me was the character Giovanni. There is a sweet, naked
sincerity and fragility in him under his forced self-possession that is so
irresistible. He looked at me and I saw in his face again something
which I have fleetingly seen there during these hours: under his beauty and his
bravado, terror, and a terrible desire to please; dreadfully, dreadfully moving. He will remain one of my favorite literary heroes!
This
is a riveting description of Giovanni’s room:
But
it was not the room’s disorder which was frightening; it was the fact that when
one began searching for the key to this disorder, one realized that it was not
to be found in any of the usual places. For this was not a matter of habit or
circumstance or temperament; it was a matter of punishment and grief.
I’m
giving this heart-breaking novel 4.5 stars, rounded up to 5.
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